The below article was written as a result of the author finding my work; her examples were taken directly from my blog, and I firmly believe that we will be seeing the result of the children being raised by cold, calculating, racist Asian Tiger Mothers and white (and sometimes non-white) racist fathers shortly.
I really am half-Chinese. I look clearly very Asian (despite what self-hating, pragmatist Asian people believe), or at least, I definitely don’t look like an Anglo-American, meaning that I’m not safe in this current zeitgeist of Trump, nor do I have the benefit of being a “scary” dark skinned minority who poses a sexual threat to white men. I write this as an Asian-looking Hapa who was raised in this kind of extremely toxic environment, and understands with razor-sharp precision why racist white men idealize Asian women – and how this will affect our mentality en masse, and how this subjects both biracial people, people of color, and our mothers to violence. I like myself, I love my heritage – but I also understand that very, very much can go wrong – and it has, and it will.
I feel this is the most important subject possibly facing the Western world, and possibly the most important subject in social science, with regard to race in America, ever.
Sex is about power – especially in the male mind, and the last bastion of real, legitimate racism is against Asian people – with one exception, the women, who are fetishized as loyal, clean, good women who hate black men and can make you – a racist, masculine man whose “feminist” women ignore him – feel big.
Nowhere along this line of thought does anyone ever truly disfavor racism against Asian men while fetishizing the women; in fact, the sexual stereotypes of the women depend heavily on the belief that the men are in fact, laughably non-masculine. In layman’s terms, that means that Asian male features are ugly, but on women, they are great – and nowhere, not once, does this ever indicate that racism is truly over, because men don’t care about racism as long as they are able to feel sexually powerful. In fact, a large portion of racism stems from feelings of sexual power and inadequacy.
I write this out of complete and utter fear, and disappointment with the world, because being mixed race means that one should be raised to be less racist – not more. And I, myself have faced racism for looking Asian, from none other than white men, and Asian women – which is an incredibly mind-boggling betrayal of everything that I stand for. In fact, for some odd reason, Asian women attract men that are very, very racist, and look for a light-skinned group of women that will overlook his flaws, because, after all, he must be better than a tiny-dicked Asian man.
Where could this go wrong – in a half-Asian child’s life?
I do not think I “own” Asian women; in fact I know too much about them to think anything similar to that. I am merely deeply afraid of these men, just as I am of my aunts’ boyfriends (all raging racists, bitter at the world), I am deeply afraid of being hurt or killed by one, and I understand the intense trouble these men and their wives will cause to a progressive world. Some of their children may very well do the same; Daniel Holtzclaw, Elliot Rodger, and Marcus Epstein come to mind.
I am deeply, deeply afraid that there will be another Stephen Paddock, who will mass murder – god forbid, Asian people, or worse Latinos, blacks (or even some of us Half-Asians that look Latino, or black), while married to an Asian wife, and my deepest fear, perhaps, is that nobody will know why he did it; but I know why, and unfortunately, I know all too well, why.
These are not good men and women. They are very, very bad people who are intent on dominating the world, intent on very old systems of exploitation and racism: it is a combination of the Asian Tiger Mother’s ruthless survival mentality that many non-Asians do not understand (Asian households prioritize success and dominance over love, character, or personal development), which attracts White men seeking a ruthless, pragmatist, noble, hard-working, disciplined, “steady” replacement to “wayward, slutty” White women.
My blog (HalfAsianPeople.com) described:
- my father’s intense Nazi-racism, believing that the Holocaust was a Hollywood manufacture
- his hatred of Jews (disallowing my mother from watching Schindler’s List by violent grabbing the cassett and throwing it in the trash), calling Mel Gibson a hero, and thinking that Steven Speilberg was Satanic
- The collapsed marriage due to him refusing to work because of his belief that the apocalypse had arrived – brought about by Jews and blacks and homosexuality
- his hatred of blacks (once yelling at me for “talking like a black man from New York”), and refusal to allow me to have a black girlfriend
- his hatred of homosexuals,
- his belief in contrails and FEMA camps and flouride in toothpaste being a “Jewish conspiracy,”
- his hatred of feminism (mocking “mustached” feminist professors at a university)
- hatred of Hollywood, which he felt was Jewish controlled, causing him to get up and leave during kissing scenes, and refusal to watch any movie made after 1930
- My Chinese mother’s hatred of blacks (pointing out black people in Harlem from the safety of our car, and stating that they wore the color white to indicate that they had AIDS)
- My foray into white nationalism, and how I became involved in extremist Nazi groups despite having a white father and Asian mother – as I was raised to be, and praised, for being white, and for having a pro-western mentality
The article came about after the meteoric rise of /r/hapas – a forum that exposed the angst of many half-Asians (such as Daniel Holtzclaw, Elliot Rodger, and Marcus Epstein, all half-Asians involved in violent, racist crimes stemming from their lack of sense of masculinity in a hyper-masculine racialized America, as well as their false belief that they were white as per their parents’ beliefs) who were raised by racist, anti-social white men (many of whom had behavior patterns – e.g., racism and entitlement – unappealing to white women, and were marrying Asian women as a submissive, anti-feminist replacement), yet had to endure racism from White society (and many complicit people of Asian heritage as well).
Many, many white men pursue Asian women as a way to reestablish power – which, in the male mind, is closely linked with sexual prowess – with Asian women, in particular, because Asian women themselves see Asianness as bad, and integration with whiteness a sign of assimilation, and success.
While white men feel threatened by progress and by the “slutty” nature of White women – it seems remarkable than many, many, many racist white men can be seen on places such as 4chan, idealizing Asian women as submissive, chaste, clean, white skinned, pretty, traditional, non-slutty, non-feminist, family oriented women who will, above all, not sleep with black men.
White men feel that there is no problem sleeping with women of color as long as the woman “respects” his whiteness, his conservative values, and his belief in the superiority of white maleness, and essentially, there is only one ethnic group that believes firmly in the value of white privilege – Asian women. My mother oftentimes told me that it was important that I identify as white, despite her anger that my father was staying up late into the morning listening to Nazi-radio, and quit his job because he was afraid that Jews had caused 9/11 and harkened the Book of Revelations, and that blacks, Hispanics, homosexuals and Muslims – a devil cult, in his words – were to be punished soon (I am being serious about this). Her disappointment with him – which led to her suicide – was that he was too involved with Nazi conspiracy theories to be able to work and earn money to support her half-Asian children.
In other words, when liberated white women won’t give white men what they want – respect, a feeling of sexual power, a feeling of social power, and most importantly, sex (which in a man’s mind, subverts everything else), Asian women will. That is why there are hundreds of very prominent racists with “submissive, traditional” Asian partners, who all essentially try to raise their children as white, like my parents did.
This in itself is dangerous, but there is an added danger that once the marriage – almost inevitably – fails to function normally, due to the general fact that the woman is rarely attracted to the man (something which he blamed white women for, claiming it was because they were feminist), this can cause the white father to become even more extreme due to his lack of intimacy, having been denied once by white women, then by his Asian wife (his last resort) – which may cause violence against, unfortunately, white women, minorities, and yes, Asian and half-Asian men in happy marriages.
White Nationalists and Asian Tiger Mothers have similar goals; maintain a white state built on traditional values, success, control, stability and lack of degeneracy; Asian women want white men for the belief that they will produce successful white children that can prove that the mother has fully integrated and is no longer a lowly, marginalized Asian – a universal negative. The White father gets a woman who “respects” his heritage, respects his value system, will not cheat, will not demand much (other than financial success, which the White racist views as being “proof” of her traditionalism and respectable character), and will make him feel big and unapologetic for his Whiteness, hence “I’m not racist, my wife is Asian,” despite being immensely racist against blacks, Hispanics, Muslims, progressives, and perhaps scariest of all – Asians.
Obviously, perhaps the scariest piece of the puzzle, is that many of these marriages are built on fallacies and mere pragmatism; Asian women historically have viewed marriage as a goal towards status, and sex as not something done of love, but merely of duty and pragmatic ends. HalfAsian.org theorizes that the lack of sex from women that are not physically attracted to their white male partners, can cause the men to become even more extreme while raising half-Asian children. This subjects both the women and the children to violence, as well as others, as the white male may act out as was the case of Stephen Paddock, or Based Stickman.
White men on the whole are sexually driven by the idea that their sexuality needs to be addressed. White women are viewed as “whores,” and there’s largescale paranoia that white women are “betraying” white men for men of color (yes, that includes Asian men).
These same men who “value” Asian women, essentially feel helpless that despite everything, they are still stuck in a sexless marriage with an Asian woman – merely a replacement for the true prize – a White woman – which could cause him to become violent towards others, including, unfortunately, Asian male (which includes us Eurasian men), and white female couples, which may receive the brunt of his primary antagonism as a result of representing what he wished he had: a healthy relationship based on mutual love between a non-white male (in his mind, lower than him) and a white woman.