I write this as a Eurasian that could probably, if I wanted to, turn my back on this, and pass as white – as my Asian family has told me to, and I did attempt this, but failed.
I went through a Neo-Nazi stage, because, frankly, my father was a Nazi, with a Chinese wife. The Chinese women in my family were and are openly pro-white.
Instead, I’m now just warning people about a dynamic you should have noticed decades ago. Elliot Rodger and Daniel Holtzclaw were just the beginning; the new generation of Asians will have racist, loser white dads, and vicious Asian Tiger Moms.
They cannot be reasoned with, and will stop at nothing to obtain a “white” lifestyle; it is a combination of fierce, pragmatic Asian Tiger parenting, and white male supremacy and privilege – a deadly, deadly combination when considering that their children never look white.
So instead, I am writing everyone to tell them that they should instead be extremely worried.

To this day, I do not know how to be part-Asian.
But I will express below many of the problems with being half-Asian, and looking like an Asian person, despite having a “typical” racist white father and even more racist Asian mother in a “typical” broken relationship, yet having been discriminated against, for being an “Asian guy.”
To this day, I am subject with the pain of being treated as far too “ethnic looking” to be accepted as white by both whites, as well as Asian people – including Asian women who ironically strongly favor white men in order to integrate and for social status. This has been occuring for forty to fifty years now.
Myself, and many half-Asians, are mocked and attacked for being Asian men – including by Asian women themselves, who see us in passing, on Youtube, on TV. Many if not all of us have white fathers. Half-Asians are raised to identify as white, and superior – but most, if not all of us, are identified as Asian by society, which, no thanks in part due to Asians themselves – is seen as horrible, and a joke.
People claim that sexual racism is not racism – but what we are talking about here is the encouragement of extreme marginalization of half-Asian men by men and women who are using sex as an expression of implicit power. Asians are being used, almost exclusively as a weapon against people of color and progress, as an example of non-white people that can “integrate the correct way;” i.e., Asian women marry white men for social status and to “westernize”, going above and beyond in their attempt to feel integrated, regardless of the quality of the male involved.
White and non-Asian men, who fear being “incels” who are kicked out of society by feminism – pursue Asian women as their last resort to feel powerful; hence, “I’m not racist, my wife is Asian.”
Remember – when threatened with loss of power, men will do everything and anything to maintain leverage, including expressing leverage over Asians; and many, many Asian women are desperate for a chance to feel as beautiful as white women and obtain high status in their host countries.
Hopefully by publishing what I see to be sociological trends, before I am too old to forget and have entirely assimilated back into Asia, I can help other POC to understand Asian culture better – and the racist White-male obsession with it.
Society taught me to be openly white supremacist, and to deny I was Asian, for social benefit; I joined Neo-Nazi groups, lost many friends, attacked many people, out of an attempt to feel white, and desirable. This was a result of the influence of my extremely racist white father, and Asian mother, who married and supported him in an attempt to integrate.
I am not talking, in this case, about “happy Hapas” who pimp themselves out to Asians (Henry Goulding), but half-Asians who do time in the trenches of White America. I am not talking about half-Asian girls, unfortunately, who are valued by the same white supremacist structure as their full counterparts. I am not talking about half Asians who seek to just “do their part” and be a model minority.
Being Asian or part Asian, people at large feel they have the right to openly insult you or give back handed compliments towards you. Examples of this include: “you look more Asian when you wear glasses, EurasianTiger.” “I don’t date Asian guys,” is something very common for Eurasian men to hear. Harassment against Asian looking men is extremely intense – and comes from not only white men who use Asian women as a backup plan for their masculinity, but from Asian women themselves.
Many of us hear this from Asian women, themselves. Many half-Asian men are mocked by non-Asian men who like Asian women (usually as a last resort for their masculinity crisis), for being Asian looking. Many half-Asian men are raised by openly racist men who “use” Asian women to feel big, and powerful against “feminist” women of other races – and hate Asian men – despite raising Asian sons.
There is a very real, very strange phenomenon of racist, entitled, privileged white men who rely on Asian women as a “submissive, family oriented” alternative to white women, who they view as a “threat” to white masculinity. Nine out of ten times – when a non-Asian man says he “prefers” Asian women, he is an open or casual racist who hates both white women, black men, and Asian men; yet he raises an Asian son. This has gone on for a long, long time – and Daniel Holtzclaw were among the fallout from “cute hapa babies” growing up into men who had internalized their force-fed white supremacist ideals of their parents.
As long as Asian people are so self-hating and hateful of their own culture and physical features, so incredibly passive as to accept racism to “save face” and to “survive,” that marrying an unattractive, racist, white supremacist man, and living in a horrible, backwards, racist, impoverished white country is a better option than marrying another Asian – half-Asians will always reflect this heritage. Half-Asians will be the new “whites”, and will be raised by their mothers and fathers to take over the reigns of inequality, encouraged to “be thankful” for their “privilege,” and be “just as good as whites.” Even though this is frankly impossible.
Arguably, I think it can be said that half-Asian men suffer far more than half-Asian women, due to conflicting stereotypes. It’s been long suspected among half-Asians that our parents hope for female children, along with hoping that the child does not look discernably Asian. Both of these are common threads about self-hating Asian mothers.
Being “Eurasian” is mostly just a way to brag about not being fully Asian – but more importantly, “almost white.” No other mixed-race group does this; only Eurasians brag about being mixed race, while everyone else is normal. No other mixed race group has the loud arrogance about superiority, despite having nothing to show for it; we are outperformed by half-blacks, who are the mortal enemy of our racist white dads. Despite white men / Asian women couples being so common, we are still outnumbered in the media and in success levels by the biracial children of black men and white women – who themselves represent a defiance of white male masculinity and patriarchy.
President Obama – the son of a black man and a white woman, became, well, president. Mitch McConnell and his Asian wife staunchly support President Trump’s anti-immigration policies, despite having a son who looks completely Asian.
We are even outnumbered in every country we exist in, including Asia, by the children of white and non-Asian mothers, due to an almost inexplicable factor of better quality pairings. Sydney Park, Mike Sui, Zach King, etc. This is undeniable fact as in ten years of study it was even found that 93% of all pro-athletes of mixed-Asian heritage had Asian fathers; and being a pro-athlete requires a physical and mental fitness that WMAF couples are not meeting.
Many Asians feel their faces are “abnormal” so they just want “non-Asian” faces; i.e., faces with stronger definition, less puffiness, more refinement and smaller bones, better skin color, and smoother, lighter hair that does not subject them to racist bullying and open insults. If you look too Asian, too “ethnic,” as a half-Asian, you have no use. Your “surrogate” parents – racist Asian women, and white supremacist men, hate you, by default. Once again, I am not talking about random Hapa celebrities; I am talking about the average Half-Asian male.
The idealized Eurasian looks “white.” That’s it. The ideal is just, mostly, a “white” woman or man, who can say “I’m half-Asian,” as a conversation starter for jokes (see: Jon Hamilton, the infamous self-hating Eurasian Trump supporter from Bachelor fame). But since that’s generally impossible – half-Asians are a complete wild-card.
The Eurasian is a “close approximation” of a white person (according to our mothers’ wishes), with a white mentality (according to our right-wing fathers’ wishes).
Failing that – it is impossible to know how this assimilation pattern will result, given the growing extremism of racism against Asians, which will force self-hating Asians and half-Asians to even further extremes.
Being an Asian person is bad – and being non-Asian in appearance is good. I did not say this; Asian women say this, and white men who like Asian women say this. We are talking about the most openly racist Asian women – and the men who choose them; who in turn, are extremely, openly racist, because the only person more white supremacist than a white supremacist are in fact some Asian women, and as a result – any man who chooses such a racist woman, is in fact a racist, and the worst kind; a hypocritical and manipulative one.
Happy Hapas are just non-Asian passing, just like their cutthroat Tiger mothers wanted – to not be Asian, like themselves. Be white, escape the Asian curse. This curse is, unfortunately, belonging to the only race on the planet that is openly mocked, suffers from open and excruciatingly unapologetic racism, disrespected, and treated as “abnormal” (with deep eyes and Caucasian skulls being “normal”); many Asian women view themselves as “less attractive” given their facial shape and bodies, but more importantly, view Asian culture as being “less” and “othering,” and seek to pursue “high status” lifestyles with white men, and replace white women at the “top” of the hierarchy.
Asian women are so famously self-hating, that by definition, any man who would pursue them, is probably a man looking to maximize on not being Asian. People do not understand what our mothers say to us, or the behavior of our fathers – because WMAF couples oftentimes exist on the exterior of social circles, beyond the watchful eyes of people who care about social standing and proper conduct and have no understanding of Asian culture. Their children are being born by the millions and subject to extreme racism both within and outside of the home – and the fastest way to nihilism and destructive behavior is for there to be a betrayal of trust from ones parents.
When you have a racist, anti-black, anti-feminist, anti-social, anti-Asian, MRA, sexpat white father (John Derbyshire, Kyle Chapman, Chuck C. Johnson), and a racist, pragmatic, cruel, white-supremacist and status hungry Asian Tiger Mother, who wants “white” babies in order to integrate, and openly hates and demeans Asian people as a way to ingratiate herself to the powered class, this makes the situation even worse. Sometimes, rarely, the situation can be reversed with an Asian father.
However, given the behavior of self-loathing, racist, anti-black, maniacal, loveless, asexual, violent, repressive, pathologically abusive Asian Tiger Mothers, who have utter and completely dominant control over the household, their husbands, and their children, and seek to micromanage their childrens’ behavior and dating patterns (e.g., hapa men are to date Asian women, hapa women to date white, and never to date black, Latino, Arab, or even Asian), it often creates extreme neuroticism and paranoia in half-Asian children, who inherit their fathers’ poor social skills, as well as their mothers’ self hatred and mental illness – given that many Asian women suffer from mental illness related to their self-hatred, as well their inability to fit in, feel beautiful, or conform to cultural nuances – like love. It is extremely common for us to face high levels of violence from our mothers, and violence between the racist white father and the Asian mother.
Half-Asian children are then encouraged to “be beautiful,” rather than learning fundamental life skills that are normal to other groups. Add to the fact that Asian women and White men love mocking Asian men and non-Asian women, out of egotism and racial-low-self-esteem, there has been a proven effect on the tendencies and outcome of the children (with Half Asians with Asian fathers being universally more kind, outperforming, and loving overall, and vastly outperforming the children of Asian women and white men; .e.g., 90- 93% of all half-Asian professional athletes have Asian fathers).
Many self-haters are completely aware that AMWF relationships (and AM + other women) are more healthy, much less fetishistic, and more rooted in genuine progress, so WMAF couples, out of self-loathing and perpetual unhappiness, seek to prevent them and mock them; Celeste Ng being a prime example of someone who wrote a book based on the abusive Tiger Mothers and failure children from among WMAF (children who resent their mothers’ aggressive and domineering, cutthroat behavior) – and blaming it on AMWF. Elliot Rodger, the most famous half-Chinese person of all time who was raised by an Asian mother who allowed him to dye his hair blonde – explicitly targeted Asian male / white female couples, similar to how WMAF couples attack AMWF out of anger and jealousy.
It is very common for white men with Asian partners to consistently demean and attack both Asian men and white women – out of anger and aggression resulting from their insecurities. The cognitive dissonance of being a racist white man, with an Asian wife, drives them to even further extremes (some winding up like Kyle Chapman and Stephen Paddock).
If you fail to be beautiful (the most common outcome, given that most of our fathers are ugly), if you look too “ethnic,” or too “Asian,” half-Asians will be tormented by your white supremacist parents, and treated poorly by other Asians, and mocked by whites. Since the overwhelming majority of half-Asians simply look Asian, and normal, and in many cases, even uglier than the full-Asians – we are still subject to extreme racism, with the added benefit of having racist fathers.
Also, these are not “normal” Tiger Moms. These are the Alpha Tiger Moms, the ones that marry for race and status, which is doubly traumatic. It’s the Tiger Mom on steroids, extremely Machiavellian, cruel, sadistic, and conniving people who will stop at nothing to achieve “success”. These are also some of the most vile, repugnant white men on the planet who go for Asian women as a way to express white power against feminism, multiculturalism, and Asian men, without having to find a white woman, who will challenge them.
Half Asians as a result develop tremendous egos and racism to compensate for insecurity (Elliot Rodger), mental illness (Amanda Rosenberg), low-self esteem (Kelly B), and white supremacist / pro-white tendencies (Daniel Holtzclaw, Marcus Epstein, Joey Gibson, James Allsup, Roaming Millenial), or bizarre psychosexual confusion (many half-Asian men transitioning to women and vice versa), to compensate with their hatred of their Asianness, and their parents’ implicit white supremacy. Half Asians are extremely arrogant, racist, overcompensating, and severely lacking in success in all walks of life, (other than talking about their success in Asia), compared, even to half-blacks, who many half-Asians hate, because of their fathers’ hatred of ‘mudsharks.’ Narcissistic, racist, entitled and privileged white fathers join with their status obsessed Tiger wives in pimping out Eurasians as a way to express superiority over women, blacks, Latinos, Asians, and Arabs. Half Asian men, in particular, limit themselves to Asia, where they pimp themselves out to Asian women, who primarily view half-Asians as an “upgrades,” as long as we don’t look “too Asian.”
We are, by and large, the only mixed race group raised by de facto white supremacists, in a society that hates our heritage, unless that heritage belongs to a sexual object designed to please insecure, racist non-Asian men, who need “revenge” on “feminist” non-Asian women, by lording their “power” over Asian men and non-Asian women. Add to this fact that at least half of us look more Asian – and this spells disaster.
This has been going on for 40 years. 40 years ago, AF with WM husbands raising half Asian children did nothing to help their own children. They continue to do nothing. The majority of half-Asians that have contributed to world progress (Obama’s half-sister, for example), have Asian fathers. Talk all you want about AMWF worship. The dynamic is different. Rather than dally any longer I think it’s important that non-Asian POC understand exactly what happened, and is continuing to happen.
I am not talking about the Half-Asians who manage to “thrive” in Asia, where they are able to act out their thinly-veiled colonial fantasies without being consistently reminded of being Asian, like in the west. I am talking about half-Asians that are born in the west, and have to do the time in the west, and suffer from racism in the west. I am not talking about 36 year old permavirgin Hapas who swear up and down that white men are the bee’s knees, in between bouts of Fox News.
If so called “progressive” society wants to firmly, permanently dismantle white supremacy and bring about the world that we all dream of – I would highly suggest looking into this – what I call white supremacy’s unique “Asian connection”.
Otherwise, you’re a monumental fool passing up on one of the greatest sociological phenomenons of all time, a literal Trojan horse sitting in your front yard for 40 years. These people are NOT progressive. They are NOT interested in a better world, but a more cutthroat one, based on power, white supremacy, and incorporating East Asian mentalities towards life (status, money, power) into an already extremely racist, extremely unequal capitalist white society. It’s the merging of white male supremacy and Asian female nihilistic desire for status and integration, as well as half-Asian complicitness in racism.
It is the shifting of white male power into the arms of Asian women, who themselves seek out social dominance and high status at all costs, regardless if the men they are taking are the worst, most violent, most hateful men on the planet.
Their children, as I have said many times, are going to be extremely dangerous: driven by their self-hatred and desperation to prove that their parents were just as good as the real thing, yet relegated to the bottom of the sexual totem pole; lower than the lowest white men, who in turn, were better than the best Asian men.
EW, what happened? You had posted in the past that Roaming Millennial(YT channel name is now Lauren Chen) was ‘normal’ due to her being an AMWF offspring. But, in light of her conservative beliefs I guess you have judged her to be bad seed. Is that about right?
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What? I don’t understand what you’re implying. She’s obviously doing a turnaround after getting a Muslim boyfriend, which I guess conflicts with her white supremacy.
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Oh I get it. I never said she was normal, I always admitted she was abnormal, as soon as people pointed her out to me. I just never paid much attention to her because I thought she was just doing it for the money. Then I saw what happened with Chloe Bennett and her nose job and her weight loss.
I concede now that AMWF Hapas suffer too. Suffering under anti-Asian white supremacy eats these people alive regardless of what they look like. You gotta remember that Asian features are as distinct as black features, with one exception, black people aren’t delusional as to think that they can be washed away. Also Chloe Wang hanging out with the racist Logan Paul probably is causing her mind to fracture.
RM I think hates herself, regardless of her parents. I knew right away with her constant hair-dyeing. Either that or she has an Electra complex as a result of her father’s white preference. I don’t know. She’s nuts. Most half Asians are. And it’s not going to stop.
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Nice write up.
Can you go into detail about what you meant when you said “to this day, I still do not know how to be half Asian?” It was a haunting statement which showed that despite ruminating on these issues for close to a decade, there is still a fundamental disquiet within that you may never be able to fix, namely “what am I”
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I’ll just copy and paste this from my recent Reddit post. I’m in my 30’s now, and have been breaking down psychologically for more than 10 years now, reeling from the racism and my family dynamic. I’m not able to properly understand how to exist when my Asian side is seen as bad, even by Asian people, and Asian people themselves judge me according to what I look like, rather than a real human being; and whites will see me as Asian, period.
“I’d say you’re exaggerating but the “my baby has blue eyes” thing is real.
AF in my family tell me that “you’re white” and that I need to embrace it.
AF have said things to me like “I can’t wait to get back to America, I’m going to hug every white person I see.”
Non-Asians with nearly 95% consistency remind me that I’m Asian. Then, the WM who are involved with the AF, are all some variant of racist with racial Tourettes. Years ago, before I realized any of this, that AF with WM partners would look at me with hostility, like I was just reminding them that I looked too Asian. It happens to me now too. Attractive AF with arrogant, openly racist, bald boyfriends look at me like I’m trash. I’ve had AF sit next to me in a restaurant and spend the entire time looking at me. Everyone who has seen me in person will agree I look Asian in the wrong light. My brother, who looks predominantly Chinese, is still a virgin in his mid-30’s. My father remains staunchly racist. My Hapa cousin, who is AMWF, mocks me for look “more Asian than him”
So obviously, most half-Asians just wish they were white, but we’re half the-worst-race, so it causes us to break down mentally. Everyone knows what it’s like to be half-Asian and hear women get turned off by that. Regardless of how “hot” we are. They won’t admit it because white daddy and Asian Tiger Mommy put food in their mouths. My parents didn’t put shit in my mouth.
I say with 100% honesty that I am not convinced I should have ever been proud of my Asian side, even thinking back to it. Even saying “I’m half Chinese” is still something I have an aversion to, saying to non-Chinese people. I still remember, even four or five years ago, recoiling from photographs where I looked too Asian. I’ve had Chinese people tell me that I look “like a Chinese.”
A world where I’m biracial, but have to hide my biracial identity, for fear that I won’t be able to have relationships, or work, isn’t one I want to live in. Especially since my brother looks more Asian. I know for a fact that I can’t be alone in feeling this, even though I’m a “hot half-Asian.” If I have to be “hot” and “pass” to live a relatively normal life it’s not what I want. I traded my mother’s life for the “American dream.” White fever literally killed her.
It’s not something I would take it I was offered the exchange again. Living with such insane anxiety about my heritage, where I feel like perpetual guest in white America, is not something I want or like. Being half-Asian, or half-ugly, in other words, is not worth the pain of WMAF broken parents, or the cost of the constant reminder that I’m Asian, which is bad.
Everyone else gets to be “normal,” but Asian blood is considered abnormal, even by our own mothers. So knowing that, what half Asian is going to ever be truly happy? Go bang as many self-hating Asian women as you want who think of you as an “upgrade”, go pimp out your white blood to Asians, you will ALWAYS be half of a person, even to Asian people; you’re just a stepping stone to the real thing: a non-Asian, which, in their mind, is infinitely superior.
I wish Asians would just be happy in their own communities and stop hoisting their bullshit onto us. I want a normal family, normal relationships, a sense of belonging, a happy future, but WMAF robbed me and thousands of other mentally ill hapas of it. Better looking Hapa men than me have killed themselves, so I know that I’m not exaggerating.”
In that sense, I don’t know how to be half-Asian, when everything that Asians, and their white partners, represent, are white supremacist. I simply cannot grasp the nature of toxic WMAF, and how it reflects onto me, and how much it shames and hurts me. And I constantly come in contact with toxic WMAF, to the point now that I feel that their agenda is the correct one, and that I am wrong for questioning it. However what I can say is that there are going to be enough hapas to the point that it’s going to be inevitably disastrous, across the board, on every continent. That I’m sure of.
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“What am I?” I don’t know HOW to be half-Asian, since I identify as Asian, but I know WHAT I am, and I know WHAT will come in the future, given the overloaded nature of WMAF.
The short answer: the failed result of a fetish.
The long answer: I was meant to be a close approximation of a white person, in mentality (my father’s wishes) and in appearance (my mother’s wishes). An experiment designed by two narcissistic people who had negative intentions and expectations of superiority and revenge on society for things they did not like about it, as well as herself, when in reality, the exact reason their relationship exists, is the exact reason why I failed.
I.e., the gross emasculation of Asians in a hypermasculine capitalist culture, where the least attractive, most racist white men pursue status-oriented Asian women knowing fully well that Asian men are worthless, and the overall dysfunction of WMAF that cannot possibly ever create high achieving children, since, unfortunately, many of us look Asian, which limits us severely within white dominated spaces.
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This website is pretty vile! I have an Asian father and a white mother. Sure growing up was a bit difficult as your peers always look at you as an outsider, but this is exactly how the tribalism of identity politics takes away from the value of the individual. My wife is mixed Asian and our kids will be among the most genetically mixed human beings on the planet however that only adds to their individual uniqueness. Stop with the identity politics and self-hatred, it only serves to take away from your individual value as a sovereign human!
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No. You’re missing the point. If this website bothers you I’m sure /r/hapas with its 100 million views will bother you even more.
Once again it’s a Hapa with an Asian dad who comes in here telling us to calm down. Gee, that would be more meaningful and original if I hadn’t seen that way back in 2012 when Hapas with Asian fathers were curious why those of us with racist white dads / assimilation and status obsessed, white supremacist Asian Tiger Moms were so messed up mentally.
I also love how you seem to ignore the fact that we have a one-step-away-from-a-literal white nationalist as president who fetishizes Asian women, and then turn around and talks about how having identity politics is a bad thing. Bonus points for thinking your random, irrelevant mixed race child will solve build-in identitarianism found in white Americans; extra bonus points for doing this during a time of heightened and open and unapologetic racism against Asians, and Chinese, in particular.
Let me guess – you’re a Republican? Nine out of ten times when your idiot comes on here talking about “identity politics,” he’s the usual right wing, anti-BLM, anti-progressive Hapa, who takes after none other than Roaming Millenial. I get it. You hate black people, that’s great, congratulations, you’re so unique. I love how Half-Asians can’t properly channel their hatred of Latinos, blacks and Muslims, into anything other than rehashed speaking points of the alt-right, completely ignoring the fact that your parents’ relationship would have been totally illegal 40 years ago, and is STILL frowned on today, while the inverse has been approved of by the right-wing state for as long as history can remember. Look up the Chinese exclusion act and Japanese internment camps to see how that works.
That’s truly vile.
It’s cool man, I really get it, you’re all integrated and super-American right now. Very manly, very cool, you’re fighting the good fight against those nasty foreigners and dark skinned people and stuff.
I also love how you talk about how your kids are going to be “unique,” despite the fact that you managed to marry someone of the exact same makeup as you (identitarian much?) You’re a pathological narcissist, pretty much spouting the same identitarian politics that you hate so much.
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If you got racist patents piss them off more, date other ethnicities. Even taunt them singing “I’m changing our gene pool”
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Most WMAF couples are racist and ironically try to prevent AMWF and especially Asian male / Latina / black women. Since 99% of half-Asian men self-define themselves as Asian men…. you can imagine the situation with our parents. Given that most white women dislike Asian men, yet our parents, a racist white man / Asian woman, work overtime to ensure that racism against us is strong.
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Hey you haven’t posted in a while
Thanks for accepting me to post on your site
I’m Hapa
All the best
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Reblogged this on Living in Anglo-America.
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Im kinda late here but damn… im mix and honestly im proud of my asian side and being asian and although yeah i have kinda messed up divorced WMAF parents my mom still encourages me to be with an asian man and i also personally prefer asian men. My brother looks mostly asian but my mom and general family compliments him (white and asian sides) and ngl i think he is the better looking sibling. My dad supports me liking asians too and even though yeah he is the guy to go after asian women only i never seen him act badly to asian men. Gotta admit tho me and my bro def have some mental problems but the people in my country nowadays (mostly) don’t care what race you are and don’t treat u worse for it (and im a country where most is white, blonde and blue-eyed). I think before i was actually kinda bad and i just wanted to be white cause i was the only non white in my class for 10 years. May sound stupid to some but after finding k-pop and that stuff i became proud of being asian cause before that i barely saw ppl that looked anything like me and when it comes to white k-pop fans i kinda have an advantage, i know my white, blonde, skinny, pretty, green-eyed best friend says shes jealous of me and apparantly thinks im so pretty and that she is just average in the sea of blonde scandinavians in my country but it’s funny cause i know pretty much everywhere she is probably the beauty ideal. From a young age i knew about yellow fever in white men and the reason behind it and i always hated it. I think it’s the reason i actually don’t want to be with a white man my dad put a bad image for me. I guess i was able to form my own opinion early. Id say im generally a caring person and that my bad experiences eventually made me more open and understanding rather than hateful although ill admit i used to be quite irritating and annoyed as a kid but i kinda just had a big realization that changed my thinking towards others. Sorry for the rant
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Your experiences are still valid, however it is important to talk about this regardless.
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Also there was life before Kpop, and I wish people would acknowledge all of the awful things that happened before then.
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Reblogged this on Steph's Blog.
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