August 2020 edit; I stopped after a while, but a visit to 4chan at any hour of any given day has constant, hourly / bi-hourly posts like this and reveals that the worst, most anti-social, furthest right, most horrifically racist white men pretty much all DEFAULT to Asian women – yet hate Asian men. This post is six months old – but this goes back 50 years, so, any attention given to this is far too little, too late. (Again, I was born in ’86 – and my parents hated blacks even back then – it’s not like it somehow got more racist, over time). The kids of couples like these are fully grown now.
Anywhere you find right wing causes – you find, without fail, East and Southeast Asian women. Not as an alternative, but literally the DEFAULT.
Periodically I go on 4chan.org/pol to keep my ear to the ground about Nazi activity, as should you, since Nazi incels (generally the same thing) are probably the greatest homeland security risk, as well as a risk to those around them and their families. In many cases – such as on places such as /r/braincels (which is probably worth its own post, since half the threads there are fetishizing Asian women as an answer for white men having difficulty with ‘foids’ and ‘roasties.’). In a weird case of intersectionality, much of the far right knows who I am, and blames me both for attacking the hypocrisy of the alt-right as well as being a prolific “spammer” of far-right forums.
My father was a holocaust denier, anti-semite, paleonconservative homophobe, anti-black, extreme racist who hated all non-Asian non-white people, because they were “degenerate” and “Africanized.” Yadda yadda yadda – I suspect his conservatism was the result of being harshly rejected from western sexual economies and worsened by his dead bedroom with a very belittling Asian wife; from what I learned recently, my father was left by his first white girlfriend for a member of a South American drug cartel (yes, really) – sending him down a path to full Nazi. You can imagine how that turned out for my mommy and me and my brother’s mental health – since we look Asian as hell and the comments from non-Asians, including and especially from those with yellow fever, were really nasty.
You can see the recurring themes among far-right (or just casually racist) white men when it comes to Asian women: they are “chaste,” not “slutty,” and won’t sleep with black men, like white women will. While white men feel “small” when threatened by white women’s sexuality and black men, so in turn try to have their cake and eat it too, while simultaneously shaming white female “race mixers” and attacking Asian men as “small,” yet Asian women as “traditional.” White nationalists and far right men love instinctually bragging about how Asian women are “easy” for white men – as a way to deflect their own insecurity about white women’s intermarriage. The irony of their hypocrisy is that society takes cues from WMAF and in turn encourages white women to mix more – yet WM in WMAF generally are choosing Asian women as their way to “fight back” against progress. I’ve even seen men in WMAF attack half-Asian men, mistaking them for full Asians.
Oh – and let me remind you – Asian women can also be turbo-racists and white supremacists, including my own mother. They’re just this way for a different reason, generally in an attempt to integrate and achieve upward mobility to fulfill a cultural drive for success, assimilation and a cultural aversion to love. Gotta get married, gotta integrate, gotta feel beautiful and competitive, gotta obtain social acceptance, gotta have strong, powerful kids. In turn, this leads them to be fetishized by unattractive, low status white men who are rejected by white women, and in turn blame this on “Jewish brainwashing” and black men and feminism – while raising half-Asian kids who feel ashamed of their Asianness.
In fact, it is the racism of our Asian mothers that makes them a turn on for white male racists – who are upset that white women aren’t racist enough.
In no way, shape, or form, is it possible for biracial children raised by a white-male supremacist and an Asian woman – to develop a healthy mentality, thus presenting a horrifying Catch-22, one that has pervaded our identities for half a century, without anyone addressing this, due to many hapas being quite literally brainwashed by their racist parents to believe themselves “almost white,” and believe that life, love, and happiness are rooted in money and hierarchies, and due to western societies being too ignorant about this subject – and ironically, too politically correct to address it (a tremendous oxymoron since our fathers generally hate political correctness yet knowingly benefitted off of it).
I went onto /pol two minutes ago, and found, of course, a thread talking about how wonderful Asian women are compared to white women.
Racism is sexual. The definitions and boundaries expand to accomodate the white man’s sexual anger and resentment after being rejected by “foids” or having their masculinity as white men challenged; this has long been the basis of colonialism – where intermarriage was tolerated as long as the male was white. Hence – Asian women, the only women with a “reputation” for “preferring” white men (for various non-sexual reasons) become a sure-fire fallback plan for white male supremacy; a last-ditch collateral against being emasculated by black, Hispanic, or Arab men. Asian women have been the “fallback” plan for white male supremacy and sexuality for a long time; and most half-Asians will tell you (if they’re still alive) that being a white supremacist with an Asian wife is par and parcel of…. having a half-Asian son or daughter.
After white women have “left” unattractive white men in pursuit of sexual freedom with more attractive men, or with men of color, white men in turn see asexual, status hungry Asian women as less sexually threatening and more “traditional”. Essentially Freudian evolutionary psychology crossing racial / cultural lines – since Asians famously do not view sex as recreational – perfect for the far-right white male terrified of female sexuality.
That is – unless the half-Asian himself isn’t a white supremacist, which many half-Asians are.
After Andy Ngo (a Vietnamese anti-Muslim journalist or something, just Google it) got beaten up by anti-fa, it has become abundantly clear to me (wait, what am I saying – I’ve known this for decades) that Asians are an “ally” to white supremacy, as long as the white man is in a dominant, masculine position, of course. A lot, and I mean A LOT of Asian people feel “almost white,” and will do anything to be accepted into the white power structure, whether it’s left wing, right wing, or legit Nazi. This is perfect for white men to channel their sexual “energy” into perceived or realized “sexual dominance” of Asian women.
Oh, I’m sorry – was that racist? I’m not racist, I’m half Asian. See how that works?
On 4chan (and virtually any other online space populated by racists and incels – again, the same thing), posts about how wonderful Asian women are compared to traitorous white women, are hourly, if not multiple-times-an-hour. Just go on at any time of day, and see for yourself. Whenever the issue of white men being challenged pops up, Asian women are mentioned as proof of white male superiority and dominance, a failsafe against total marginalization.
Many of these 4chan.org/pol posters are indeed married to Asian women and have half-Asian kids, who they instill with anti-feminist, reactionary, far-right, pro-European bullshit, which confuses half-Asian kids, because in western countries, Asians are still seen as abnormal, alien, and mockable by the overwhelming majority of “normal” white AND some non-white people (aka: the white people who aren’t incels who jump onto Nazi bandwagons to compensate for their inability to get a white woman who will tolerate him).
By “normal” white people, I mean the liberal gaslighting whites who think that my writing is bullshit, equally hate and make fun of Asians and don’t consider it racism, etc. So what we’re dealing with here is incredibly nuanced and probably exquisitely dangerous.
Essentially it’s more likely for a half Asian to be raised by two people who hate Asians, than if a random couple of any other race were to raise them. Doubly so when you consider that the men who fetishize Asian women tend to be ironically the most racist against Asian men.
It’s a psycho-sexual nightmare and I just report on it. By the way, I really am half-Asian, got doxxed, my face is everywhere as is my name, and this happened years ago… I wouldn’t continue doing this unless I thought it really was that urgent to address. So either I’ve got huge cajones for doing this, or I just consider it important enough to risk wayyyyy too much.
Here you go. In the words of Bruno Mars: “don’t believe me just watch.”
July 2nd.
More (/r/braincels)
July 6th, 2019, I popped in, and it’s on the front page again. And again, the representation of Asians and Asian culture is just the women. I’m really not cherry picking, go on at any time of day and it’s the same shit over and over.
Date’s on there again
Date again, I’m losing track of the days
Again, getting worse
August 2nd, “rather a gook than a spook.” I.e., Asian women are a suitable alternative to racemixing, while white women (the real prize) are very wrong for marrying black men (the enemy higher up on the “masculinity” totem pole), and don’t even get me started on white women marrying Asian (or half-Asian) men.
/pol racist bragging about his blue eyed quarter “flip” daughter. Remember, Daniel Holtzclaw’s Japanese grandmother was bragging about a blue eyed granddaughter as well. Remember, white supremacy and its definitions will expand to whoever helps white incels escape their “marginalization” by the “left wing multicultural brigade.” So we’re going to be seeing a lot of half and quarter Asians at the forefront of white supremacy.
Again, /pol Nazi women of choice are Asian women, the only women they feel are available to them due to their status at the bottom of the western hierarchy (hence the white supremacy as a last ditch effort to feel powerful).
August 3: 4chan Nazis brag about how an Asian CEO’s Asian ex-wife left him because he has a “small Asian dick,” while simultaneously praising Asian women as superior choices for white men, and attacking anyone who calls out their hypocrisy as being a “white roastie” (roastie being slang for promiscous white women).
August 3: Thread on 4chan about El Paso shooting features a guy celebrating the shooting of Hispanics with pictures of Asian women. See below.
4chan Nazis celebrating Asian women as the answer for incel white men.
More:
Boasting of how Asian women are the “only choice” for lower-attractiveness white men.
Attacking “Asian men and white women” using, ironically, an actor who is the son of a white man and an Asian woman.
Day in day out. 4chan’s Nazi board celebrates Asian women as being better than “fat roasties,” how hapas are practically white, and even bragging how Asian and Hapa women hate Asian men as proof of white male power. Even racist, Asian male hating Hapas join in, bragging about how they are “white passing,” yet married to Asian women.
Again, Asian women are “anti-feminist.”are “anti-feminist.”
The same old material, every day, every hour. Note the complete lack of acnowledgement of hapa men, or half-Asian men, who, in our parents’ ideal world, don’t exist.
/pol arguing over the fact that Half-Asians should and do identify as white, that any half-Asian who disagrees with white racists chasing down Asian women are “full Asian incels;” with several right wing, white identifying Hapa men criticizing other half-Asian men for looking “too Asian.” Archive link here.
Without fail, every minute of every day on the most notorious openly Neo-Nazi website are claiming their marriages to Asian women.
Sept 2. 2020, violent white man on Nazi 4chan has an Asian wife.
Sept 12, far right incels encouraging other Neo-Nazis to take the “WMAF pill”, since “white women f*cking suck now”.
Sept 13, incel cringely brags about marrying an “Asian qt” to escape “white roasties
September 15, multiple Asian women dot the far-right’s web page feed
A Neo-Nazi (probably a reader of this website) boasts about how WMAF is so common as a way to both attack Asian men, feel better about himself, as well as denigrate and undermine insecurities about BMWF (black men, white women). Especially since the far-right and 4chan has now been convinced that Asian men (or me) are responsible for spamming 4chan with pictures of black men and white women.
September 19, Neo Nazis talking about how white women are fat trash race mixers, while Asian women are slim, traditional, and most of all, hate n-word males.
https://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/278052196
White nationalist brags about his Asian wife and son, who he will push to “marry white,” and how race mixing with Asians is not like race mixing with brown or black people
A day later; white women are n*****-loving feminist whores, but Asian women are the traditional, family oriented alternative to white women. (I.e., race mixing is only okay when white men do it, but not white women, even though white women are taking their cues from white men, and their half-Asian children heavily rely on an equality of nuance. But don’t expect Nazis to have this kind of integrity).
If you want more, just go on 4chan.org/pol and scroll no more than two pages before you see Asian women bussed in as replacements for white women and corresponding hatred of Asian men. I don’t have time to go on every day but you get the point. On the occasion I do, I will find Asian women right up front and center, but if you don’t believe me, just take 2 minutes out of your day and do it yourself. It’s every hour, every day, and I don’t have time to be on there every hour.
Lol Wtf? I’m sure I’ve seen FAR FAR more white passing half-Latino or half-Middle eastern people than half east Asian ones.
But these alt-right Jabba the Hutts think east Asian women (never the men) are “honorary Aryans” (“Aryan” being a term appropriated from Iranian and south Asian languages) while fearing their socially constructed racial purity is under threat by all other ethnic groups?
How stupid can one get?
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They are just basing this off of the only women they can get. The irony is that most half-Latinos / half-Arabs who look white, do so because their fathers are non-white. Since ugly white guys are only able to resort to self-hating Asian women as their fallback plan, they pretend that half-Asians look white. It’s just simple reasoning. Ugly white guys believe that feminism is causing their problems, and so in turn go for Asian women, who have no standards since they are largely cutthroat and asexual.
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What’s the motivation behind mainstream liberal anti-Asian racism?
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Liberals like the fact that WMAF is “mixing” because they assume it’s progressive, and they are saving Asian women from nasty, controlling Asian men. They also seem to assume Asians are extremely privileged, but I also suspect that they deep down hate Asians because Asians are white worshipping (which nobody really respects, neither left nor right). Given that, however, their hatred of Asian men supercedes their concern about WMAF being white worshipping. I think both right and left just hate Asians because Asians are simultaneously seen as “weak” as well as “economically dominant” which essentially earns neither respect from the right (which worships and yet also fears brute strength) and the left (which uses very narrow dichotomies to understand victimhood).
I don’t look at it that way though, I view right and left as rooted in pathological insecurity and desperation for ego-validation either way you swing it. I’ve known both liberals and racists who both couldn’t shut the hell up about my Asian heritage. In both cases I’d say it was just an expression of their insecurities. I think hatred of Asians goes way deeper in the psyche than we know, just like all other psychological tendencies. But let’s be honest. A lot about Asian culture is extremely, extremely unlikable, not only limited to their white worship.
For all intents and purposes, Asians are to both right and left “knock off white people”, but only when they need them to be. Both WM and AF need AF (not the AM) to be seen as knock of white people the most.
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A major source of resentment against Asians is that every complaint about White supremacy (especially on the economic end) apply just as much to Asians. If White people earning more causes resentment, then why wouldn’t Indian/Philippino Americans being the highest earners by far cause resentment?
There’s an intense resentment among NAMs at what they see as an attempt to encroach on their civil rights movements by people whose main complaint seems to be that upper class Whites are insufficiently deferential.
And also, if someone runs liquor/convenience stores/motels in your area, well, these establishments are famous for being rude, breaking/bending laws, and not hiring locals. The Chinese Diaspora are famously rude. Plus, Asians get affirmative action business loans that were designed for the descendants of American slaves. (That’s why Indians dominate the motel business.)
If it wasnt them it’d be someone else, sure, but the point is it *is* them. Not every complaint about a racial group is wrong. Sometimes the sexual politics seem to be there as the only outlet for economic rage.
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One question I do have, however, is why these White dudes are so obsessed with the BMWF coupling. Last I checked, ~1% of marriages and ~3% of cohabitations are that combination.
The most common interracial marriage appears to be Hispanic men and White women (yes, I was surprised too) but that almost never gets mentioned. I’ve heard that there are a lot of Hispanic men in WN circles (but I don’t know any personally). Is that why it’s never mentioned?
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I think that marriage rates don’t mean that much versus “dating.” I’ve seen alt-rightists brag about the prevalence of WMAF marriages as proof of white male sexual dominance (this is everywhere, it’s like the go to bragging when they think about black men), but I think deep down they know that marriage is about access and casual dating is where the real “score” is settled, in their minds. The whole thing is just pathetic. The things people say to me about being hapa, about being Asian in general, in terms of gender / race, make me so damn uncomfortable.
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@Eurasian Tiger:
Sure. But what I don’t get is why Black men and White women getting together takes up so much space in these guys’ heads. It’s something like 2% of White women. Max.
Meanwhile, anywhere from 10-20% of White women (depending in the region) are married to/in long term relationships with Hispanic men, to the point that many states have significant Irish-Mexican populations. (Apparently, they’re a major drunk driving problem.)
If “racial purity” matters to them (leaving aside their own predilection for Asian women) why aren’t they spouting hellfire about Hispanics? Why the obsession with Blacks?
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No idea. But all the racists I know in my family seem to have particular concern for blacks in general.
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Also my dad was extremely resentful that his first white girlfriend left him for a cartel member (seriously) but I think that coalburners and mudsharks is a catch all term for white women in general among the incel alt right community.
To be honest I think that Hispanics and whites share much more proximity in terms of looks maybe. For me I’ve seen dudes (liberal and conservative) hate on AMWF including me with a burning hatred that surpasses that of BMWF. I’ve almost been attacked a couple times for being with women. Even though AMWF is probably the most common IR relationship worldwise historically. Look at the downvotes on AMWF porn videos for example, there’s something to that especially since the far right is notorious for fethishizing black men. Look at how Elliot Rodger was hyper triggered by encountering AMWF couples. Things are weird especially when you consider sexual-repression induced rage among me, particularly white men, but I’ve even been put down by other Hapas for looking “more Asian” and having more female interest than them.
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Another well researched article. Depressing, as always. These jerks are all over YouTube, talking about fat feminists and other nonsense. The internet has brought them together in bad ways. You wonder, don’t you, why Asian fathers don’t tell their daughters that they deserve a man who loves them—especially in China where, I understand, there’s a shortage of women. These girls could have their pick (and don’t give me this nonsense about Asian men not being attractive). I keep hoping Asian men will pick their heads up and put a stop to this.
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Whatever, as I said the kids of these couples are everywhere now, many fully grown, it’s gonna be everyone’s problem. I’m doing a public service. Most half-Asian men don’t target Asian women at all. They go for white women or even black women, sometimes violently. All the spates of Eurasian men going nuts have wound up in sexual violence against white or black women. I feel like people miss the point of these articles. I’m not against intermarriage at all, just intent on expressing my concern about this kind of intermarriage due to the massive power imbalance and psychological damage it does to the children.
I’ve said before in many cases you have the absolute worst possible parenting happening in biracial Asians out of any mixed group, plus the addition of racism against the children, both from outside the home, but also from inside the home, from the WMAF raising him, plus WMAF couples outside of the home, Essentially the volatility of this is enormous. I know several volatile hapas in my daily life. Asian men have literally nothing to do with this except in the rare case that they are doing this to their own biracial kids.
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Also in China and large parts of Asia, love isn’t a cultural phenomenon that exists. It does, but for many people relationships are just about exchange. Look this up. This makes them perfect for far-right white men looking for an answer to “slutty” white women who don’t respect white men and monogamy. So you have lots of hapas being raised by the most horrible white men in the world, and Asian mothers who think looking white is more important than having any kind of love or empathy in your heart.
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If you want a dose of left-wing anti-Asian racism, look up CumTown.
Casual, and vile. They infuriate me to no end.
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Go to /r/latestagecapitalism or /r/sendinthetanks to see how true leftists view liberals. We hate them,
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Hey I can’t read the screenshots, they are thumbnails with no hyperlinks – tiny
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I think you gotta click them.
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You think all these New World Order conspiracies, especially those that relate to China are just a fear of irrelevancy?
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I dunno. I once heard a black girl complain that the world revolves around white, blonde women. I wonder how much of WMAF and China hate has its roots in that. What are they so afraid of if they lust after Asian women while hating these “little Chinamen” so much? What drives the pathology of incessant Asian hatred? Happy people don’t lash out like this, so why are non-Asian men (and many AF) so unhappy all the time?
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Sorry, ironically we were on vacation to Shanghai, where again my mind was blown by the quality of life here.
The psychology of China hate is, in my mind, as follows: white men naturally are very insecure in themselves and live in pathological fear of men of color, especially black, and historically, Chinese men. China hate comes hand in hand with yellow fever (which also follows their interpretation of the world as being one in which women must be bought and dominated, and WoC have always fit conveniently into this ideal), as well as a pathological fetishization of suffering, aka, the American Dream, where everyone suffers and convinces themselves that their capitalist slavery is instead, liberation. Asians and Chinese people gravitate towards biological and social communism due to innate high self esteem and desire to help others, rather than expressing antagonistic feelings of self-loathing and hatred similar to how white men do; due to being pathologically unfulfilled people, they have been lashing out with violent colonialist tendencies for 100s of years. However, I’ve seen China hate even coming from unmarried Chinese Americans, and I think this comes from their anger at being rejected from Chinese society decades ago and being angered that those who rejected them are succeeding now. The mind is a bizarre thing. China is and will be the first successful communist state in the world that was too large for white men (the CIA, etc) to sabotage out of their civilizational-level sexual repression and this bothers them fundamentally. White men, for the most part, live lives of total desperation, as Thoreau wrote. Read their history books and you will see it everywhere. I know this only through anecdotes that it’s hard for us men of color to really put to paper, but when I say that as a predominantly Chinese looking male who has received positive attention from the best white women around, I never really learned the need to hate. Technically there is no actual way to get China to submit due to its immense size, its hardy culture, and the durability of its cultural milleau. They tried with Japan, and more or less succeeded, as with Korea, but China is far, far, far, far too insular and culturally waterproof to ever really be able to colonize successfully.
The cliffnotes is that really, everyone is just jealous of Asians. Again I must suggest that I really have no quarrel with WMAF, but only if they just stop being assholes and view it as a merging with China rather than competition.
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So fear of communism in white American men is related to their low self-esteem? interesting.
Have you heard if Yuri Bezemenov, based on what you said, what’s your thoughts on him? I was wondering if you could look him up.
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I feel like conspiracy theorism is just an outlet for lazy and failed people – low tier fear porn.
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The idea of helping others and allowing for egalitarianism comes from a place of self-fulfillment. The idea of wanting others to suffer along with you, in the off chance that you might succeed, is the basis of capitalism. Extrapolate that along biological / cultural lines based on location and you might be onto something much deeper. There’s a reason why every attractive man / womanizer I know is practically communist while the prudish, failed men are hardline conservatives.
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There are a lot of bad people doing bad things on a grand scale in the world, but the only conspiracy is that they are doing it out of their own egotism and selfishness, just as the common man is.
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Thanks for posting this. I always wondered why so many weird white men have Asian women as wives and now I get the picture.
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This is frightening to see. Especially as a person who is on the opposite end of race-mixing, most mixed people I meet ALWAYS say that “Whasians/Hapa/Eurasians are a different beast”, and now I understand why. This was a really well-documented post.
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We’re divided into two sects: the hapas who understand what is going on and understand why our particular mix needs scrutiny, and the hapas who swear up and down that they’re “master race.” I’ve been at war with the latter for ten years. The irony is that simply BECAUSE of how loaded WMAF is, it causes a mass overcompensation from a lot of hapas. The reality is most hapas are even more white supremacist and insecure (hence overcompensating) and totally under the tyrannical brain-washing of their mothers so at times it has felt like a losing battle.
Edit: mobile spelling errors
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Again, I’ve been talking about this since I was a kid, so over 20 years of this, and only in the last 5 or so have people started to listen. It’s been going on for 50+ years.
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Eurasiantiger what do you think about amy Chua husband getting suspended over sexual harassment claims?
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I mentioned before that WMAF couples don’t have sex so you see the husbands acting out a lot on top of preexisting issues. It’s clear in their old photos she doesn’t intimate with him, I used to joke about this years ago specifically about Jed on /r/hapas, this theory actually helped me become famous. This is a common trend with high profile WMAF couples. Les Moonves, etc. Complete asexuality and discomfort with sex between WM and AF leads to bizarre behavior in the men, and sends some men very far right as a result, and can lead to domestic violence. From what I understand Native women + white men have the highest DV rates out of any pairing specifically as a result of libido disparity, I’m sure it’s high in WMAF. I’ve written about this in nearly every post of mine for 8 or so years. That’s why this post is stickied. Sexual impotency and unfulfillment in men leads to wayward behavior, this has been known for millennia.
You get an overlap when it comes to weird men marrying AF who want the social status without the sex, and then you get issues.
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I’ll admit I used to be a self-hating Asian Nazi.
I felt trapped – no one to tell me it was wrong or to show me an alternative – just the internet.
One of the things that has stuck with me is these absurd race beliefs that still linger. I feel that I am “not allowed” to date white girl as a Half-Asian man because that is “race-mixing” (It’s so stupid, I know). I see constant flashbacks of the nazi shit I used to see and some I still do and what they said.
Any suggestions or insights as to how to get rid of this? Perhaps from your own experience?
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I’ve also noticed there’s not too many women in these movements, interestingly enough.
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If they are, they’re Asian or other WoC.
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I can’t even get my own brother and cousins to stop, I doubt I can help you. When your own parents enforce racial hierarchies on you since childhood, I don’t really think it’s possible to undo. 100 years of toxic racist WMAF and I’m not really the one to ask about fixing this.
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What’s your thoughts on religion?
I feel like Christianity is often used to justify racism against Asian men as well as some men using it justify their WMAF as “traditional”.
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my fathers actually asian – and i’ve been progressively improving myself with women. thansk for the concern however.
What i was referring to was the odd beliefs that I developed in my younger years due to exposure to the nazi crap and the like – no positive place to develop my ‘asianness’ so to speak, most were roundly mock and derided as was usual.
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My dad was fanatically Christian. Christianity has a lot of strange, antisexual, repressive and fear based ideological wavelengths that also closely sync up with racism and far right though. So you’re right about that. The churches or what are left of them are WMAF central. Also important to note that the founder of gay conversion therapy had a Korean wife. Christian thought penalizes sex and intimacy so it’s a perfect pigeonhole for male control. Dump off the unwanted white men onto women of color, who won’t bang them regardless, and continue on with an existence of religious cognitive dissonance and hypocrisy.
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Do you look more Asian or more white.
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Definetly more asian.
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Interesting that half Asians who look more non-white are those interested in far right thought. The year or so I was compelled into the far right was the year I thought I looked more white. But even my cousin and brother who are both far right, look more Asian than me.
I think the most interesting part is how up until 24 or so, I had so many girlfriends, and a lot of my friends became jealous and started plying me Jewish anti-feminist conspiracies and stuff and making fun of me for being Asian. That disrupted me and the fact that my dad was a Holocaust denier seemingly made it worse. So this period of no women sent me far right. As soon as I healed and started embracing my Asian appearance my success with women picked right back up. I get eyes from women of all ages all the time now, and now I understand where male insecurity comes from and far right thought.
Any guy who enjoys and loves female company doesn’t wish for anything that will impede that, but any guy who can’t get women, wishes to impede on men and women who can.
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I’ve been getting better and I agree with what you said on healing – I just realized I thought racism against myself was “Normal”
Also, you remember that Jim Watkins guy in the Philippines? HES THE CREATOR OF Q-ANON, they just found out
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Only friends I had in HS were white, and would mock me all the time.
Started to feel better after I stopped talking to them
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Ironically self hating racism is seem as “normal” by Asians, many who have never even met a white person.
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I’ve had guys try to stab me and friends turn on me for being the Asian guy who got the hottest girls in school. Even my AMWF cousin tries to bully me in front of his girl. I’m not sure if the way she talks about me, or how he sees other women look at me.
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